God fuck it
I’ve still got the ‘i really fucking want to be with you’ feelings, but they need to go away it’s stupid
he doesn’t even make an effort to skype me
he literally does everything else, then maybe talks to me if he feels like it
if he won’t even put in an effort to talk to me to see if maybe it could bring us closer again and respark the spark shit and fix everything, then fuck that
if he’d rather skype a girl that supposedly tried to fucking break us up, no, it’s bullshit, i shouldn’t be having these feelings.